I drown them" mom of 3 revails.

"I drown them" I did it as softly as i could. Mother admits killing her three young children in chilling jail interview.

A California mom suspected of murdering her three young children before going on a carjacking spree has confessed to drowning them "as softly as she could" in a chilling jailhouse interview.

Liliana Carrillo, 30, claimed she wanted to protect her son and two daughters from their father, who she believes is a human trafficker and would have 'abused them'.

Carrillo's kids, Joanna Denton Carrillo, 3, Terry, 2, and 6-month-old Sierra were found dead on Saturday, April 10, by their grandma in her apartment in Reseda, Los Angeles. Their mother had vanished.

She was later arrested on suspicion of carjacking, having stolen a truck. She said in her interview that she wanted to drive off of a cliff and kill herself.

'I drowned them. I did it as softly, I don't know how to explain it. I didn't want them to be further abused,' Carrillo told KGET-TV, during an interview at the Lerdo Pre-Trial Facility in Kern County.

'I promised them when they were born that I was going to protect them. I hugged them and I kissed them and I was apologizing the whole time,' she said. 'I loved my kids.'

'I wish my kids were alive, yes,' she said. 'Do I wish that I didn't have to do that? Yes. But I prefer them not being tortured and abused on a regular basis for the rest of their lives.'

She didn't reveal how she drowned them.

'I wish my kids were alive, yes. Do I wish I didn't have to do that, yes? But I prefer them not being tortured and abused on a regular basis for the rest of their life.'

Carrillo hasn't been charged with the deaths of her children in Los Angeles County pending further investigation.

Court filings showed there was a bitter custody dispute between Carrillo and the children's father, Erik Denton.

On March 1, Denton petitioned a court for custody, alleging that Carrillo was delusional and had taken the kids and refused to tell him where they were.

In response to his filing, Carrillo filed a restraining order against him and claimed Denton was an alcoholic who may have sexually abused their eldest child.